Jan 18, 2020
I has run out of limit upload texture on free website. I'm think about scrap whole thing to start new website other link mmm. Maybe just maybe. But, I want to update little about myself. Let me see ummm I rejoin gym as part of my resolution for 2020. I set up 4 goal for 2020 Resolution.
First Join Gym. I was at 352 Lbs when I join gym. But now I'm down to 349 lbs
Second Goal: Food: Avoid to go restaurant any kind. But sad, My aunt keep push me to go because she don't allowed me to use kitchen and refuse to cook. So I have been avoid order pizza since enter year of 2020.
Third Goal:Money: Get out Debts. When I create the Resolution for my wallpaper on the computer was on Nov 2019. I finally got catch up with all debts on Dec 2019. Now it's Jan 2020. I have no debts but only Car to pay close to 600 dollar a month. I'm try to put 700 or 800 a month to rush to finish the payment. If I choice to stick with minimum It will finish pay off in 2025.
Fourth Goal: Off the Grid. I always wanted to live off the grid. Away from town to live peaceful and save $. So I have set up the fund and goal to add 200 dollar a month to saving account if thing went well to end year. I will able to make a down money. If i choice this way. I might wont able to rush up with pay off car.
Aug 31 2019
It has been almost 1 year since last time I update website. I didn't return gym. In fact I quit gym. Because I'm relocation my budget most of the money to Scuba diving since I watched my awesome deaf friend, Ian who took his final exam on scuba diving. That was motivating enough for me to taking scuba diving lesson again. On Sept - Oct I has been try sign up with scuba refresh lesson at Capital City Scuba. Turn out they have lousy service. MAJOR LOUSY!! They keep cancel and delay my refresh lesson for all 2 month. I finally gave up and sign up my refresh dive lesson at Aquatic Adventures of Michigan in Hartland Mi. That's 1 hour away from Lansing, MI. Also I tried buy equipment from Capital City Scuba. They rush me into buy and refuse to refund after 30 day after bought...
Here what happens, I was sign up for refresh lesson. I can't find where my old mask. So i go ahead with buy new one. They promise they will replace or refund if it turn out not fit with me during my refresh lesson. Problem is, they cancel & delay my lesson for more than 2 month. So, I never get chance to use my mask til I finally get chance to use it at Aquatic Adventures of Michigan's lesson and turn out it was too small and water leaking into eye side thing. I decide went back to store to exchange. They refused to exchange. They said I wait too long before try it. Question is, How can I "wait" too long when they delay and cancel too much? *sigh* It takes hours to get them agree. I gave up with Capital City Scuba shop. I told them I would never recommend anyone to use their shop. EVER! Also I recommend anyone to take scuba diving in Hartland, MI. Then they told me they will give me 25-40% (Don't remember how much) refund worth from what I paid for in store credit. I told them I don't want store credit because I will never shopping in this store again. EVER! In end, person who work at shop paid in cash and he take store credit from me. I'm good with it.
On late of Oct 2018 I sign up for scuba diving refresh. I was expected it will take only one day lesson as Capital City Scuba said it will take one day. But I'm happy that I did sign up for Aquatic Adventures of Michigan. They don't limited one day. They give me all lesson from start to end That takes few months. Make sure I learn everything then review all over them before sign off that I could diving open water. Now as today I'm allowed to dive in open water but I has not dive in open water yet. Because I don't have wetsuit yet. Plus during my lesson. Aquatic Adventures of Michigan create new events called ASL Try SCUBA Diving. then change the name to ASL DSD (ASL Discover SCUBA Diving) It's event for anyone who knows sign language (Not for only deaf) could sign up for try scuba diving. It's one time. To get idea what it takes become SCUBA diver. If you love SCUBA you can sign up for full class. If you don't like SCUBA then at least you get chance to try it.
When Aquatic Adventures of Michigan created flyer for ASL try SCUBA Diving. They hand over flyer like 30 of them to me and Ian for spreading. First thing I see the flyer I though it's UGLIEST flyer I even seen. I just being polite "wow it's nice flyer" I went home. I still look at flyer and eww. I decide hit Adobe Photoshop and create a better flyer then send replace flyer back to Aquatic Adventures of Michigan and pray that I won't get yell at for replace their works. Next thing I know. They told me they love my flyer and asked me to create few more varies for their next events. I has been create like 10 - 15 different flyer for events come up within year. Also, I create their business Logo as you saw the picture here. I create their business card. And many varies for their shop. In return they gave me some discounts on equipment and free experience a "deep dive" in the safety of Hyperbolic Chamber
October 1, 2018
Today I decide to return Planet Fitness to become more active. At least I hope I could loss few more weights. I always wanted reach to below 300 lb. I'm at 348 lb as today. I just discovery that I have lost 5 lb in whole last weekend. WOW! I was not even trying to loss any weight. I had two.. cupcake. And I still lost 5 lb. WOW!! I wonder what if I didn't take any cupcake how much I could have loss? mmm, Oh well. I made this image for my Instagram to keep tracking. Also today is 2 year anniversary at Planet Fitness. I figure why not restart same day as they have anniversary. I stop attend gym at April 14, 2017. I was at 388 lb. I was kinda of gave up. Because whole 1 year and always at 388 lb. Between then and now I do nothing and weight start melt away. Friends told me "go back gym since your weight start melt. Go back gym it will booster speed up with melt away. So here i am...
Oh yeah and I'm try to more activate update website.
January 1, 2018...
Happy New Year... Yeah.. it's other day for me.
My life get messed up whole year. So good riddle 2017 let's start again...
My Goal/Resolution 2017
March 7 2017,
Do you like my selfie? Taken today. I was chilling and wait for class starts.
Today I checked my weight in as I always did bi-weekly I discovery I gain a lot of weights within 2 week. I like this 'NOOOOO!!!!!!' Now I'm up to 384 lb. Two week ago I was at 366 lb. That's 18 lb gain!! I work my ass off to loss weight into more slim and muscle. I was not happy about it. I talk with my personal trainer about it.
He says "Don't worry about it. Muscle is more heavier than fat" I was surprised. So I hit google for confirmed. And All sites says Muscle is much heavier than Fat. I has seen those picture between fat and muscle for 5 lb. So... Did I gain 18 lb of muscle? or did I regain 18 lb fat? How do I know??
By the way, Do you like my new haircut? I went shop and tell them "Surprise me" That what they gave me this new hairstyle that I never had before.
February 14, 2017
Happy Valentine's Day and same day I finally return gym. Since yesterday I got my van back. Now I can going gym again :) It has been almost 2 week away from gym. Should I reset time to Day 1 than Day 24? mmm nah!
Who have huge benefit for Valentine's Day?
Men 7%
Woman 18%
Florists 75%
FACT!!!
January 19 2017,
This is my new selfie picture for many website, instant messages, google, etc. I think this picture look much better than old picture.
Let me see what else to says mmmm....
Maybe I should not post this info in website about new update selfie. Since I saw movie called Snowden. That make me wonder if they stilling watch at everyone in america. Invade everyone private. "Don't need warrant" mmmm... But I can tell you that. I unplug my webcam, I knock my video phone over TV on purpose. I told everyone I accident knock it down. I'm glad that I gave up on Facebook and many social media. I start felt not comfort to use internet. Posting picture, and many others. But I need social media to keep touch with friends. It's sad, We're over depend on internet. If there's other way I could keep touch without internet I would be happy to take it and rid internet. Only use it for online game and order stuff online... nothing more. Also I over depend on debit card, Credit card, etc to budget my money. I has been think about to stick with cash. After what I learn from Snowden, Now I don't trust my government than before. I heard Trump want put Snowden be killed. For warning us that government is spy on us. I think Snowden need be honorable and pardon.
January 11 2017,
Yesterday, I argue with my mother about loss weight. My mother says "you look alike from 7 year ago that you started. You're waste your money. You will never loss any weight"
Problem is... She saw me everyday. She saw same as everyday. She never bother to look up picture and see if any changes. So I digging old picture on my computer and unable to find any. So I grab picture from my website. Thank God I have picture on this website :). So I posted it on Instagram. Many people says I does look change!. I do lost weights! As far only 94 lb loss over time. I may lost weight extreme slowly. But in past. I only workout on and off. Like once or twice a week. Sometime nothing for few months. But since my New Year Resolution I vow myself that I will going gym very often. And Here I am! This is 2nd week. and Today will be 8th attend gym. I do post Instagram every time planning for going gym. I make sure I put down how many day I'm attending gym. I only missed 2 day. Saturday is my rest day. Week ago Tue I was near back to old way by avoid gym. So I missed that day. Next day I remembered "Don't missed gym! Don't Stop when you're tired!" Stop when you're done!"
January 4, 2017...
I post this picture on my Instagram every time I have to workout. What part of muscle I'm plan work on. How many days I has been going gym etc. I'm plan doing this for whole year. Also I'm wearing Fitbit to keep track how much water I drank. How many step I has walking. and etc. I'm try get more serious about health and get fit. Over many years I try and try. I seen become stuck on static at 380 - 350 pounds. My goal to reduce to 200-225 lbs and get in myself Lean Fit before I reach 40 year old. Right now I'm 37 year old. And will be 38 year old on March. OH LORD!
Also other reason I wanted reach my target. I always wanted go skydive. They don't allowed anyone over 250 weight to have skydive. Also I wanted to return scuba diving. As fat in body. Body become automatic float device that mean I need to pack weight in suit make it HEAVY to carry around. I used to going scuba diving all time at my 18 - 20 year old. But now I gain weight over time. I no longer able to fit in my wetsuit. Also I remember I went great deal to try find my wetsuit first place. I had to get custom order. It cost tons!
January 3 2017...
I manage to get myself become one of crew who going to Mars! I WILL GO TO MARS!!! I will leave for Mars in 2020!! Just kidding. I wish though LOL. This picture I made in Adobe Photoshop. Don't it look real? I was told my head is little too big for this suit. Too bad, it's too late I already delete other picture so I cant edit it til I could find this astronaut suit picture again.
Let me see what special about today mmm oh yeah MY SSDI arrive!!!! ABOUT TIME!!!! I not have eat something since last Saturday. I mess up with budget thank to Christmas. Note myself: Don't spend anything again. Just send them a card! I had to sold all my power tools that I have hobby for build woodworking. SAD! But Today... SSDI arrive... Time for get foods!
I just went over webs program to create website. I noticed there's video in creative. So I mess around and figure out how do that. I could just use youtube to add video. This is one of video I made while I was play game called Kerbal Space Program. Mission was build a mun one (moon) This game have two moon orbit Kerbin (Earth). So This one, I build base while orbit Mun then land there. It's challenge!
December 31 2016...
A Selfie after shower today. I'm plan to attend new year eve party again. And at same friend place like last year and 2 year ago. I did not success my 2016 resolution. But I has change my goal/resolution for 2017. Here list reason I fail...
Fitness 3 time a day each week - I did go gym very offer as I can. But sometime few month didn't going because of lack $ on gas trip between home to gym. It takes 30 min to drive to gym. So I stopped since Aug. Now There's new gym built same name. Planet Fitness. This new location is only 10 min away. So I decide to wait til Jan 1 2017 as Start fresh and "Day 1"
Stop Soda - I did stop for so long time. But I do still drink soda from time to time. When I'm going restaurant with friends. I usually order soda. Because I hate plain water. When I'm home. I drink water with favor mixed. Make easier for me to drink water.
Stop Boston Market - I do seriously reduce attend Boston Market. I used to order like 10 or 20 time a month. But now I only order like 2 or 3 time in 6 month.
Stop Pizza - I extreme rarely order pizza. I try! But when I'm not in mood of cooking something. I order Pizza.
Credit Score - I doubt I reach 700 score yet. But I know I did pay on time.
Outgoing more offer - I do outgoing a lot during summer. But when it come to winter. Brrr, So I stay home!
My Goal/Resolution 2017
January 1 2016...
Wow I have this page for more than year. .. Picture I have bad hair style? mmm yeah maybe it's glasses... Well anyway I know I need haircut. This picture was taken during new year party at friend house. Owner of puppy told me. It's her job to training dog to become helper for people who need them. They're not for pet. But, While this dog is still puppy so could have some fun and play as soon puppy turn into 1 year old. No more pet. Must train. I kinda felt sorry for dog. But It's very cute and nice to hold dog that something I don't do that for so long time. Anyway Here my plan for Goal/ Resolution for 2016. So here it is...
My Goal/Resolution 2016:
Dec 16, 2015
2015 nearly come end and I didn't reach many goal as I post Jan 1 2015's resolution. In fact none of them I reach my goal. But I only reach my one of goal is become more outgoing. I starts attend bowling almost every Monday and Gym 3 time a week with friend. Here list of goals that I failed:
Cell phone is big no no no NO!!!
I got cell phone. At least I avoid to get phone for all 11 months Til Dec 3 2015 I finally get cell phone. Because I quit from Facebook. I start felt urge of rejoin. Because I have no means of other way to contact with all friends. I know mobile is best way. Sprint Rely for deaf offer 40 dollar a month plan. for unlimited text, email, internet, picture etc but voice is being blocked. I never need voice. I'm 100% deaf. After I got this iPhone 6S, all urge of rejoin Facebook disappeared. Now every time I look at Facebook. I see stressing.
Boston Market & Pizza
I eat more than one time a month. They're hard to resist. Also my aunt keep order pizza too much. Those smell of pizza overwhelm to resist.
Game on Steam
I get bored too quickly. Because many new game become felt like they're made for babies. I miss all really good game. So I quickly get replace with many new games. Last time I check, I have over 350 games on steam account. I only like Steel Ocean, Take on Mars, Secondlife and Minecraft.
Saving Account at Bank
I learn that it's impossible to have saving account while I'm on SSI They threaten to taking all money out saving money and cut off my SSI. So I spend most on Van... That how I was able get Van, You will see more info about Van at "get out of debt"
Woodworking:
I was only able to build bed as one project complete then court thing stressing me out and avoid to spend anything on tool power and stuff. I decide to wait til court end. So no new project. I was plan to use saving account to buy best power tool that cost 2,000. The best tool equal reduce chance of break down. But SSI make an threaten so it forced me to use all saving money on something other right away like get van.
Stay Away Debt at all Cost
But I know I rid all debts. Since Oct 3, 2015 I bought van then discovery there's many needs repair. I check "http://www.carfax.com/" everything show no accident no something bad happen to van. Whole record show clean. I even tested it. Turn out I was too excite to "finally" getting a vehicle! Til next 3 day later I start notices there's number of damaged that needs repair. If I wanted to keep it in great shape for other few year as long I use it. As far I discovery problem and damage.